dusk037: (*sweet-e*)
Hello, I am alive. I'm sorry that this journal has become a fic archive and meme dump, because the thought of sitting down to write my innermost thoughts in a single platform is kinda lost on me now. I felt a bit more comfortable sharing stuff in short, undetailed bursts in another social networking site. Anyway. For the meme: TV Show Survey

Pick your five favorite TV shows and answer the following questions about them. Don’t cheat!

2. Gomen ne Seishun
3. Samurai Sensei
4. Shiritsu Bakaleya Koukou
5. Mayonaka no Panya-san

The answer is (inside of me) 🎶 )
dusk037: (*pensive*)
I never got around to posting this here after the not-hols exchange (its counterpart in ao3 is so lonely, too T___T). I also didn't get to thank the awesome [livejournal.com profile] alchemicink for beta-reading and cheering for me, and her wonderful suggestions to make the story better than I could ever come up with on my own. So, thank you, Holly. ❤❤❤.


Title: On the Wings of Lust. Or, Shintaro’s Best Birthday Ever.
Pairing/Group: SixTONES. Juri/Shin if you squint reaaaaaaally hard.
Rating: PG-13 (for the liberal? use of the f-word)
Warning/s: Crack (not the illegal kind!). Wings. Cameo of a certain Kansai pig ikemen.
Notes: Happy belated 18th birthday, Shintaro. I’ve been at this since before the kid actually turned legal, and I thought this might be the time to actually finish it you might enjoy it. I hope you do, Mousi-senpai.

In less than a minute, his inbox will surely explode with dirty jokes disguised as birthday greetings. )
dusk037: (*pensive*)
Title: Your Song (this one’s for you)
Pairing/Characters: B.A.D (Kiriyama Akito/Nakama Junta); cameo by Hamada Takahiro
Rating: G
Warnings: Mermaids; inspired by (and liberties taken from) Mousi’s very own mermaid AU. Slight angst? Only because of the potential for it.
Word Count: 2000~
Notes: For [livejournal.com profile] lilly0 in [livejournal.com profile] je_wakamono. Dear recipient, I apologize if there are elements of this fic that aren’t to your tastes (because they really can’t be helped), but hopefully you’ll still find something to enjoy in this. Thank you for your endless patience, mod-san (I’m sorry I’m so bad at B.A.D fic). Also, my utmost gratitude to Naya-tan, for (unwittingly) looking it over and encouraging me. ♥ Title (and summary) shamelessly taken from the ‘70s song by Sir Elton John.
Summary: “So excuse me forgetting but these things I do; You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blues”

Beach AU? Check. Coffee shop AU? Check. Plot (not) twist? Also check. ...eh? )
dusk037: (*pensive*)
Did this thing. Johnny's ranking, it said. I already did this a few months ago, but I dunno where I put the first results (and it has surely changed since then), so here's the newest. I like that hubby is #1. :))

dusk037: (*pensive*)
Just a meme, because I'm 26 now and I should be writing my turn for the last round of shiritori (at [livejournal.com profile] writetomyheart) but what has that got to do with this post? Nothing. It's purely for procrastinating fun. Meme taken from the awesome [livejournal.com profile] beren_writes. :3

I only have 28 works so far, and it's embarrassingly short/senseless compared to those of writers I know and love. But. Anyway. Here's my list.

Top five hits:
1. 428 hits. 僕らの (Love?) Style; Ouran High School Host Club AU. Hey! Say! JUMP. Nakajima Yuto/Yamada Ryosuke.
2. 163 hits. Onigiri Love; College AU, meet-cute. Hey! Say! JUMP. Nakajima Yuto/Yamada Ryosuke.
3. 153 hits. The point of no return; part of [livejournal.com profile] defiancebyfire's Sniper AU. KAT-TUN, Jin Akanishi. Akanishi Jin/Kamenashi Kazuya.
4. 140 hits. 「hug」; in which Shintaro is a Shinigami assigned to none other than Tanaka Juri. Johnny's Jr., SixTONES. Morimoto Shintaro/Tanaka Juri.
5. 97 hits. At a crossroads; a what-if scenario, Kame and Jin met again after the shotgun wedding. KAT-TUN, Jin Akanishi. Kamenashi Kazuya, Akanishi Jin/Kuroki Meisa.

Top five kudos:
1. 20 kudos. 僕らの (Love?) Style; Ouran High School Host Club AU. Hey! Say! JUMP. Nakajima Yuto/Yamada Ryosuke.
2. 10 kudos. Whispers in the dark; terminal illnesses, inspired by the 2015 24hr TV drama special. Hey! Say! JUMP. Nakajima Yuto/Yamada Ryosuke.
3. 6 kudos. Say it isn't so; part of the Sniper AU. Hey! Say! JUMP. Nakajima Yuto/Yamada Ryosuke.
4. 5 kudos. Kiss Kiss Kiss (×5); Nakamaru Yuichi, kissing monster. KAT-TUN. Nakamaru Yuichi/(Kame, Junno, Koki, Ueda).
5 kudos. Onigiri Love; College AU, meet-cute. Hey! Say! JUMP. Nakajima Yuto/Yamada Ryosuke.

Top five bookmarks:
(not applicable)
dusk037: (*pensive*)
Kay lives!

My first post in a long while is fic. I'm not sorry. >.>
I finally finished this; I started writing it two years ago for the donation drive that [livejournal.com profile] jpnforph led for Typhoon Haiyan victims, but then things happened.

Title: Kiss Kiss Kiss (×5)
Pairing/group: Team all the pairings! \o/ (Well, Nakamaru/Ueda if you squint)
Rating/warnings: PG-13 (for the most part). Kisses - lots of it.
Word count: 976 words
Notes: The warning above pretty much summarizes the fic. ;) Title and cut text shamelessly stolen from KT and kisumai songs.
For [livejournal.com profile] je_levy. I should also thank Joo, Sara, and AJ for letting me pester them with this (aka for looking it over for me and cheering so I can finish it) - this is equally dedicated for you. ♥


速く, kiss me. )


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[Error: unknown template qotd]I think about switching careers all the time. I keep thinking back and realizing that this (whole business of becoming a nurse) is the wrong choice. I only studied and earned my college degree because the elders wanted me to. I get the 'how did you graduate from college???' during interviews because I know next to nothing about the topic being asked of me, and I'm always tempted to answer back: 'I wonder, too.'

If I fought hard for it, then maybe I'd be a police officer by now, working my way up to becoming a detective... but I didn't. It's a little too late to go back in time now, and the way my elders control my everything (aside from the lack of resources) is what mainly prevents me from taking a step towards my actual dream career.

dusk037: (*sweet-e*)
Title: 「hug」
Pairing/Group: Tanaka Juri/Morimoto Shintaro. (Cameos of Johnny’s Jr. and 3/5 of Tanaka kyoudai.)
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Angst. Character death, (talks of) suicide, heavily glossed-over illness, graphic descriptions of drowning.
Notes: All my thanks to the people who held my hand, cheered for me, and kept me in check. You know who you are―I am equally amazed and grateful that you’ve put up with me all throughout.
I’m so sorry, dear recipient. I couldn’t have upped the rating even if I tried. Maybe next year, when Shintaro’s legal enough. Otherwise, enjoy (the heartbreak). ♥
Summary: 4k. Three times Tanaka Juri is saved by a Shinigami, and one time he is actually taken away.

Written for [livejournal.com profile] thesecretdoor in the 2014 round of [livejournal.com profile] je_holiday.
Title and cut text shamelessly taken from the song by an artist named Chara. My mood music and inspiration; listen to/watch the music video ― Chara - 「hug」

”…the gentle thread will still keep on unraveling )
dusk037: (Oguri Shun)
For my best friend's birthday, I gave her 21 paper cranes. I told her about the ...legend(? Or myth? idk), that a wish can be granted with a thousand paper cranes. Real life, motivation (or lack thereof)... these things took me forever in folding up the cranes. I kept my promise, though. I still folded cranes when I had the time (and motivation). Now, I'm only a few cranes away to a thousand, maybe more because there's the first 21 of them I gave her (and around 14 more the year her son was born).

We met in high school, during our first year. We hit it off pretty nicely, but since I got transferred to the 'star' section, we basically never got to meet just to hang out. I had to make up excuses just so I can pay her a visit. My parents didn't allow me to go during my high school days because it's too far out. She's never been to my house, except the one time after college, because her (man) is friends with my older brother. She calls me, or sends me a chat, at very rare moments, just so she could tell me about what's up with her life. I'm too shy, or afraid I'll disturb her precious time so I don't call; or if I do, she's almost always not around (or "grounded" ...or hanging out with her other friends). And then the last time we talked, it just hit me―I'm the only one who thinks we're best friends. Just how messed up was this setting? Took me so long to realize that, too.

So. The next part should be addressed directly to that person. I have no idea how to contact her, though. Maybe I can just drop off the cranes at her house, leave it at the neighbors, along with this message.


Four years, 11 months (going for a solid five come 2015) to complete 1,000 cranes. With this, I wish to be able to let go.

It's been fun, getting to know someone like (you). I don't regret it, but I need to move on―I can't be stuck here, just waiting for (you) to come around whenever (you) "need" me, because (you) can't call on every one else. I don't want our friendship to be poisoned by these negative thoughts―feeling like a second option (or worse, a last resort) is something that nobody ever deserves and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.

Let this be the last thing I do for (you). May (you) live a peaceful and happy life.
dusk037: (*pensive*)
First things first... a little story time. I was in a big slump writing for this exchange, and inspiration struck only less than a week before deadline. On my way home from a failed attempt at being adult, I heard an old OPM song (OPM = Original Pinoy/Philippine Music) which set the wheels turning. That song is called 'magasin', and you can learn more about it by clicking this. The links leads to an English translation. It wouldn't make much sense listening without knowing what it means, since it's sung in Filipino, but the lyrics pretty much summarizes the entire fic. ;) Even if it was the first time I've ever written fic about A.B.C-Z, I strongly felt they would suit the story revolving around the song. Also, someone's pretty face solidified my resolve for this fic. Click for Goseko. So, have at it. I hope you enjoy.


Title: magasin
Pairing: Kawai Fumito/Goseki (Kou)ichi; Totsuka Shota/Hashimoto Ryosuke
Rating/Warnings: NC-17. Genderswitch, crack.
Summary: Of all places to meet (again), Kawai definitely didn’t expect it to be... here.
Word Count: ~1900
Author's Note: Written for the 2014 summer smut exchange at [livejournal.com profile] je_fqfest, originally posted here.

I tried. I hope you find something to enjoy here, [livejournal.com profile] orangegreenlove.
Sending all the love and sparkles to my wonderful beta (and cheerleader), [livejournal.com profile] xingphonic. Thank you for putting up with me. ♥ ♥
I apologize for ruining your life by making you read this, [livejournal.com profile] defiancebyfire. Thank you for your wonderful suggestions; you are brilliant and ilu. ♥

Everything about you has changed... )


Apr. 17th, 2014 11:56 am
dusk037: (*scaredy-Kat*)

Title: Love Rocks the Airwaves
Author: miss zero / [livejournal.com profile] dusk037
Pairings/Characters: Taguchi Junnosuke/Tanaka Koki. Appearances by KAT-TUN
Word count: 1,210
Rating: PG-13
Beta: [livejournal.com profile] xingphonic

Warnings: Nightclub AU, a moment stolen from the FLASH PV, and several liberties taken from operating such an establishment/communicating in between the staff and crew.
Notes: Written for [livejournal.com profile] fic_the_faith 2014, in which I wasn't anon at all. /___\ (How do I make up for such a crime?)

Summary: “I have the feeling that tonight I'll be able to get in touch with you...”


Mood music: Taguchi Junnosuke - FLASH | KAT-TUN - THE D-MOTION | *Franco - Renewal


You said we could meet here again Friday night, destinies tied together by this sound )
dusk037: (*pensive*)

Title: Water dance
Pairing/Group: Fujigaya Taisuke/Tanaka Koki
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: In light of recent events, I think Tanaka Koki is warning enough. /___\
Notes: I'm so sorry, senpai. I hope you enjoy this, somehow. A huge thank you to [livejournal.com profile] je_levy, for the beta. Also, credits to [livejournal.com profile] ayame_hadouken for planting the seed in my head until it led to this (aka for bullying me into writing the fic); this is equally dedicated to her. My cheerleaders helped lots, too. ♥
Written for [livejournal.com profile] rikikomori in [livejournal.com profile] je_holiday, posted here.
Summary: Of midnight visits and fun times in the water.


Mood music: Lover's Fire / WATER DANCE


Oh, you fill the need in me; I feel the fire in you )
dusk037: (*pensive*)
Um. I write fanfiction now.

It started as a few snippets, drabbles, if it may. I'm still learning! I have many WIPs (that may or may not see the light of day), many things I want to read (or do write myself, since there are some things that make more sense in my head than if I try to ask someone else)--but here are the ones that did see the light of day. Compiling it here because feelingera ako it's convenient. Sort of.

Edits/Updates: Bedtime stories; untitled Tamamori/Senga


Drabbles/memes/snippets. )


Fics. )


Shiritori. )


( ; ^ ; )/
dusk037: (*pensive*)
I've taken to reading Hey!Say!JUMP fic, and saw something that intrigued me into doing it. Drabble meme taken from [livejournal.com profile] dreamweavernyx @ [livejournal.com profile] scattered_paper.

Step 1: Write down the names of 10 characters.

1. Miyata Toshiya
2. Nakamaru Yuichi
3. Morita Takahiro
4. Kitayama Hiromitsu
5. Senga Kento
6. Tamamori Yuta
7. Ueda Tatsuya
8. Fujigaya Taisuke
9. Taguchi Junnosuke
10. Yamamoto Yusuke

Step 2: Write a fic of around twenty five thirty words for every prompt, using the characters determined by the numbers. Do NOT read the prompts before you do step 1.

Eep. 21 drabblets. :)) )

dusk037: (*pensive*)
I failed in the last round of shiritori (before the new order was posted), but [livejournal.com profile] jojibear wanted to see what I had in mind anyway, so here. >.> Written in the same vein as this fic, so prepare tissues (????).

Author: miss zero / [livejournal.com profile] dusk037
Character/pairing: Miyata Toshiya, Yokoo Wataru, Fujigaya Taisuke
Word count: ~300
Rating: PG-13, warning for mentions of violence
Beta: none

Start word: Chain )
dusk037: (*pensive*)
Title: Blasphemy
Author: miss zero / [livejournal.com profile] dusk037
Pairing: Fujigaya Taisuke/Kitayama Hiromitsu (with surprise!Senga <.<)
Word count: ~1k
Rating: R (pushing at the NC-17??)
Beta: None. Yet.
Disclaimer: The boys aren't mine. An old man named Johnny Kitagawa does.
Notes: Seminary!AU. For Ri in the spring 2013 pwp exchange. There's a word for this, and as senpai puts it is: blasphemous.
Special thanks to those who held my hand, waved pompoms at me (you know who you are), and for putting up with my whining over at Twitter (sorry this took forever, senpai).

Music: Blasphemy (from which the title and cut text is shamelessly stolen) | Inori (PV) | Fire Woman


My new religion is you… )

dusk037: (*scaredy-Kat*)
Title: A Scandal in Kanagawa
Author: miss zero / [livejournal.com profile] dusk037
Pairing: Koyama/Shige bff-ery
Word count: 333
Rating: Gen
Beta: None. Yet.
Disclaimer: The boys aren't mine. An old man named Johnny Kitagawa does.
Notes: Lots of references to BBC Sherlock, which I also don't own. 

In which KoyaShige become Sherlock fanboys )

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[livejournal.com profile] th_wishlist is now open :D/ (as is [livejournal.com profile] holiday_wishes)
...so in that spirit, I'll make my own wish list. >___>

1. Mail. Cards/letters/anything, really! Surprise me. *puppy eyes*
2. ID laces from your university/workplace (only if you have one to spare) :3
3. Fics. Rec me things, or write something. I enjoy the angsty things, but I also love ALL the fluffy things (balm to my poor, angsted-out soul). I enjoy any and all ratings, too. *eyebrow waggle* ;) Oh, pairings (by fandom): Tokio Hotel - Tom/Georg, twins ('cest or no), Georg/Gustav / Johnny's - anyone (or anything!!!)/kame, ryoda, denden, NTT, miyatama
4. Pictures. Of you, or of anything unique to where you are/where you live. Feel free to include it in the mail. :3
5. I want to watch all the cons now. If anyone has links for anything KAT-TUN (pre-dating Chain)/Arashi (before Beautiful Word)/Kanjani8 (before FIGHT)/NEWS (all of them)/Kis-My-Ft2, please send them my way. *round 2 of puppy eyes*
6. This would be in the 'big ticket' category, but I can dream, y/n? I want an external HD where I can put ALL the downloads (because the external HD at home is shared between five people, and is too cumbersome to be brought outside).
7. A good set of earphones.
8. Photo edits for my fic. >___> (my stuff is tagged on this journal as 'writings') orz *bricked*
9. Give someone a hug - tell those beloved people how much you appreciate them. ♥
10. Smile. Have some *huggles* from me, and have a good/safe/happy holiday. 

...thank you :D
dusk037: (*pensive*)
Not putting this under a cut because why taint perfection?

Kamenashi slays my heart. This time is no different.
dusk037: (Default)
Because reasons. :D

...here's a love meme.

*huggles* ♥


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